Adam Jonathon Smalley

1999 - 1999
LocationLincolnshire
Age7 months
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth16/04/1999
Date of Death25/11/1999
Visitors3,724 since 12/01/2007
Creator
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Adam was born on 16th April 1999.He was such a beautiful boy,I was the happiest person on earth.I
had the perfect family,a little girl,Sophie,and now Adam-I should have known happiness like that
doesn't last,but I must be grateful for the time we had together.I was lucky enough to have 7 and a
half wonderful months with him.
He died on 25th November 1999.His daddy found him in his cot as I was downstairs making his
breakfast-his favourite,banana rusks-he'd get it everywhere!
The events of that morning will remain with me forever-from wondering where my husband had
dissapeared to when he took so long to come back downstairs,to jumping up the stairs in 1 go when I
went to find him and saw my husband sat on the stairs,head in hands,to running round the house
hysterically.Then phoning for help and subsequently trying in vain to bring my son back to
life-knowing it was too late.
The paramedics and doctor arrived and confirmed the obvious-my beautiful boy was gone,our lives had
changed forever.
We have since had a brother for Adam,Michael,whom we adore and tell about him.But there is still,and
always will be,a big hole in our family.


Adam,sweetheart,not a day goes by that I don't think of you,talk to you,miss you.
Night night squidge,see you soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxx


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A friend is someone who understands and
someone you can trust.

They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss.
A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong.

They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong.
A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way.

And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray.
A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin.

And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend.
A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true.
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On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.
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The Angel was waiting,
Time was so near.
Then without hesitating,
The Angel was clear,
Who had been chosen,
To make this journey.
For God's own reason,
The Angel could see.
So tiny, so special,
While they lay sleeping.
God sent His Angel,
For the final blessing.
Wrapped in Angel Arms,
Sheltered beneath their wings,
Far from earthly harms,
The Angel softly sings
Beginning their sacred journey,
To the Promised Land.
The Angel acted faithfully,
To God's each command.
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I would just like to say a GREAT BIG THANK YOU to everyone who has been looking after Adam for
me,while I was away-it is appreciated beyond words.

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Recent Gifts

Recent Tributes


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`•. Dear Angel........

If we could only speak to you,
And hold your loving hand,
No matter what we said or did,
We know you'd understand.

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane we so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.

Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our lives to share,
But in our hearts you're always there.

Your presence we miss,
Your memory we treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.

All Our Love Now And Always
copywrite sam winson 2007

Kathleen Sutherland June 21, 2009

Hello my beautiful angel.
I've been feeling so low today,
So I came on GTS for I have so much I want to say.
I feel so sad and I don't know what I can do,
I miss you so much as I sit by my computer as I cry for you.

So I switched on my computer,
To send you all my love,
And light a candle or two..
For you my angel up above.

I log into my garden,
Type my password in with love,
I know that one day I will be with you in heaven,
My angel up above.


copyright� Jackie Thomas 10/06/09.

Angel Ishbells Parents (GTS Friend) June 21, 2009

⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~

The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.

⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰

Written by: Dolly Lee

Kathleen Sutherland June 16, 2009

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I sent you a single rose up to heaven above,
Just to send you all my love.
The rose is a gift from me you see,
For now you're an angel and you fly free.

I picked this rose from all the rest,
Just for you because you are the best.
This rose is a symbol of my love,
For a special angel in heaven above.love
always xxxxxxx


copyright� Jackie Thomas 15/06/09.

Kathleen Sutherland June 16, 2009

~♥~♥~♥~LOVE LIVES ON~♥~♥~♥~

Those we love
are never really lost to us -
we feel them
in so many special ways-
through friends
they always cared about
and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us
and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on.

(Amanda Bradley)xxxxxxxx from christine xxxxxx

Angel Ishbells Parents (GTS Friend) June 11, 2009

GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL .........


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★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★ Lighting your candle with Lots of Love. X X X ★ ◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★◦˚◦ ☆ ◦˚◦ ★

Angel Ishbells Parents (GTS Friend) June 5, 2009

My Mom Is A Survivor

My Mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.

But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others...
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.

As I watch over my surviving mom
through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore.

I know that doesn't help her...
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
and show her that you care.

For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.

Kaye Des'Ormeaux

Kathleen Sutherland May 30, 2009

Heavens Child

I would not like for you to cry
It’s just a part of life to die
I know you miss me and you’re sad
But dying isn’t something bad
I’m only just beyond your sight
I’ve gone with angels through the light
I send to all of you my love
From heavens garden up above

I like it here I’m having fun
And I am with the Holy one
I am sitting on his knee
With Jesus watching over me
So many souls I knew before
Were waiting here at heavens door
To welcome me with open arms
And keep me safe and make me warm

So when you think of me please smile
For I will see you in a while
Trust the Lord, don’t ask him why…
He wants me here to paint the sky
With rainbows, clouds and shining lights
To brighten days and warm your nights
Remember what I said before
Please don’t cry for me anymore

I am heavens child you see
I play with Angels surrounding me
I can fly with the speed of thought
To be with you when you think I’m not
So please remember I love you
And I know that you love me too
And even now, while were apart
I’m still right here. I’m in your heart.

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Kathleen Sutherland May 30, 2009

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Kathleen Sutherland May 29, 2009

GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL xxx

Kathleen Sutherland May 26, 2009
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